Life, AKU, musing on gardens and threats

sAt 70 I still don,t know what i should have done or more importantly what i,m going to do...Years ago i didn,t want to get involved with computers...but i,m glad i did...I love learning and wanted to go back to school,...But why i was 50..I was 60..and now 70...what a rush life has been..what an adventure !  I talked to my brother Doug and he refuses to get a computer..With all his millions.  Large boat stored in Minnesota..He is finished and doesn,t want to move forward...I feel sorry for him..refusing to move off his money...He lives in Tampa, but he is afraid of the water and is convinced he,ll be eaten.  Meanwhile i,m bobbing up and down in the surf, looking for the next wave.  I,ve tried to teach Holly, Tom and all my children to enjoy learning and to bring into view and reality they,re dreams..This adventure called life, is an amazing gift that requires constant learning and changing.  So much fun!  We don,t dwell on the bad stuff but look forward to sunnier days.  Right now I,m having problems with my neighbor. over his dog which they are neglecting,  This man has threatened to kill me twice.  The last time he told me to go into my house, or he would call the cops..I said NO ! and got bullish and would not..He threatened to come over the fence...I said c'mon asshole..whereupon he said he was going to shoot me with his Taser...He actually ran into his house and got his taser,  actually it was pink. He rushed back to the fence, jumping up and down, A truly frightening experience..Nose to nose, my neck was bowed...He looked enormous.  He kept pressing the button, the taser going zzzz/n/crackling.  I was nose to nose with a gorilla ( no slight intended) I wondered what it would fell like, but i would not be moved..So it ended i thought..My sin on this occassion was filling his dogs (AKU) dish with water from my hose..As usual no food or water for his dog who use to be full of life, but now is depressed but not angry because I talk to him every day and tell him to have a big heart,  that there is  better days coming..He has to carry this burden and we don,t know why...But we must carry our burdens...I know its silly but I,ve prayed over this dog and asked God, NO Demanded that God, find him a new home where he will have a yard, (he,s been in a 4X6 kennel since he was born)..and an owner who will take care of him. He hasn,t given up yet ! and I haven,t either..A cop came by the other day and gave me a summons.. My neighbor is asking that i be required to stay 50 ft away from him,his wife and his daughter.  He claims that I have asked him numerous times if I "could have a playdate with his 2 year old daughter...He is despicable!  Lucky me..I don,t even know his daughters name, have never met her, I have never been a guest in their home. They have never been a guest in my home. We have never been together.  It is amazing what this man will do to get his way..Thrusday is the big day.  I must be strong.  I am Righteous.aid NO ! and got bullish and would not..He threatened to come over the fence...I said c'mon asshole..whereupon he said he was going to shoot me with his Taser...He actually ran into his house and got his taser,  actually it was pink. He rushed back to the fence, jumping up and down, A truly frightening experience..Nose to nose, my neck was bowed...He looked enormous.  He kept pressing the button, the taser going zzzz/n/crackling.  I was nose to nose with a gorilla ( no slight intended) I wondered what it would fell like, but i would not be moved..So it ended i thought..My sin on this occassion was filling his dogs (AKU) dish with water from my hose..As usual no food or water for his dog who use to be full of life, but now is depressed but not angry because I talk to him every day and tell him to have a big heart,  that there is  better days coming..He has to carry this burden and we don,t know why...But we must carry our burdens...I know its silly but I,ve prayed over this dog and asked God, NO Demanded that God, find him a new home where he will have a yard, (he,s been in a 4X6 kennel since he was born)..and an owner who will take care of him. He hasn,t given up yet ! and I haven,t either..A cop came by the other day and gave me a summons.. My neighbor is asking that i be required to stay 50 ft away from him,his wife and his daughter.  He claims that I have asked him numerous times if I "could have a playdate with his 2 year old daughter...He is despicable!  Lucky me..I don,t even know his daughters name, have never met her, I have never been a guest in their home. They have never been a guest in my home. We have never been together.  It is amazing what this man will do to get his way..Thrusday is the big day.  I must be strong.  I am Righteous.